How I Dealt with a Pregnancy Weight Gain “Crisis”

Not my belly. But cool pic, huh?

Yesterday I filled you guys in on the body image speedbump I hit around month five in my pregnancy. Today I wanna share the fun convo I had with my doctor  a little over a week ago. It started like this…

I stepped on the scale at my obstetrician’s office at my 24-week appointment, and because the office was short-staffed that day, my doc herself is the one who weighed me. We both watched the scale balance out and settle on a number—and then she turned and gave me a concerned look. Uh-oh. This was a conversation I had been dreading, and hoping wouldn’t happen: The “You are Gaining Too Much Weight” conversation. More 

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How Pregnancy is Affecting My Eating and Recovery

Those of you who have seen this “my story” video below know that I’m pregnant. Those of you who didn’t know…Hey, I’m pregnant! Six and a half months as of yesterday.

 

I always wondered how pregnancy would feel for me, as someone with a history of binge eating and body image issues. Would I have food cravings? Would those cravings remind me of binge feelings? What would it feel like to watch the needle on the scale inch up month after month as my belly expands and my body layers (good-for-the-baby) fat onto my hips and thighs? Would it be possible that my disordered eating could somehow come back?

Some of those things have happened and some haven’t. More 

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New HealthyGirl.org BookClub Starts May 13! Plus, Free Copies of Food: The Good Girl’s Drug

The last HealthyGirl.org BookClub was ages ago. But now it’s starting up agan, this time using my new book, Food: The Good Girl’s Drug. Each Friday starting May 13, I’ll do a post focusing on one lesson, section, or journaling question from the book, and then we’ll discuss!

I’ll be giving away four free copies. If you want one, here’s how to get it: Follow me on Twitter at @HlthyGrl, tweet me a message saying you want a copy of Food: The Good Girl’s Drug and want to join the book club, then pop me an email at sunny@healthygirl.org letting me know you’ve done it! (If you’re already a twitter follower, that’s fine too!) The first four peops will get the books, and I’ll email you back to get your addresses.

If you don’t want to jump through those hoops, you can always get a copy here or here, or check your local library!

xo…Sunny

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How to Deal With Big, Bad Food Guilt [guest post]

Do the Food Police in your head ever get loud?

Today I’m happy to say HealthyGirl.org reader Angie is back with a guest post. Her first time here, she wrote about hopping back and forth between different disordered behaviors that resonated with a lot of readers. This one, about food guilt, no doubt will too. xo…Sunny

I have Food Guilt. I have the voice of the Food Police ready to count calories, measure food, weigh my choices.But earlier this week I read a blog post by Tina from Carrots N Cake and I was so inspired by when Tina wrote that she had a moment where she decided to put the Food Guilt down and just enjoy the food because it was good. Wow. More 

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HealthyGirl.org Event! Panel Discussion in Chicago

Well, the Chicago area. I’m happy to say that I’ll be moderating a panel discussion on body image, fashion, and the media at Dominican University in River Forest, Illinois this Tuesday, April 19 at 7 p.m..  Here’s the info. And, if you’re interested, a story the Chicago Tribune ran about me and the panel.

I’m very excited, because I think it’s going to be a great discussion (plus, I get to see my mother in law, my cousin, and a good friend while I’m out there!). On the panel with me are a Ford model, a fashion-show stylist, a body image blogger, and a nutritionist who works with disordered eaters. It’s sure to be a lively talk.

I would love to see any of you Chicago-area HealthyGirl.org readers there! If you do come, be sure to come up and say hello after. xo…Sunny

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What Exactly Counts as a Binge—And Are All Bingers “Overweight”? [book excerpt]

Weight isn't as good an indicator of your relationship with food as you might think.

Part 3 of the excerpt from my book Food: The Good Girl’s Drug. Enjoy!

Are all binge eaters or emotional overeaters overweight? Not at all. This is a huge misperception that people have about emotional overeaters. I know people who have been reluctant to get help because they figure that if their body size is about right, their problem isn’t “bad” enough to need fixing. “Believing your size is an indication of your mental or physical health is incorrect,” said Dr. Nardozzi. “The extreme ends of eating disorders can lead to sizes that are way too small and too big. But what you really need to look at are your behaviors and your mind-set. Are you obsessing about food and your body? Is your mood affected by what you eat? Are you feeling bad about yourself for eating large amounts of food or are you restrictive with your eating after indulging? That’s a better indicator of whether you have an eating problem than your weight alone.” More 

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Why Don’t More People Talk About Binge Eating? [book excerpt]

Today, part 2 of the condensed Chapter 1 excerpt from my new book, Food: The Good Girl’s Drug. (Tomorrow’s installment: Are all bingers overweight?)

There are literally millions of us out there who have struggled with emotional overeating and bingeing. It’s estimated that three-and-a-half percent of women and two percent of men in the United States have full-blown binge eating disorder. (And that doesn’t even count the people who don’t meet those criteria and who binge eat more occasionally or use other disordered behaviors!) Recent research has shown that binge eating is more common than anorexia and bulimia combined, and that kids as young as six years old can have problems with it. But bingeing isn’t talked about as much as anorexia and bulimia, and that means there aren’t nearly enough resources for those who need help, said Jennifer Nardozzi, Psy.D., national training manager for the Renfrew Center Foundation. More 

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Would Someone Please Explain Why I Can’t Stop Eating? [book excerpt]

Regular readers probably know that my book, Food: The Good Girl’s Drug, came out last Tuesday. For those of you who haven’t had a chance to have a look, I wanted to share an excerpt! So, for the next three days, I’ll be running condensed sections from the first part of the book, focused on understanding what’s going on between you and food.

I love to eat—always have, always will. But in my early teens, eating went from something fun, yummy, and nourishing to something that made me absolutely miserable. My parents had started fighting a lot, and ultimately talking divorce. I was freaking out. That’s when a really puzzling, frenzied pattern of eating started to emerge. I snuck food, stole food, hid food, obsessed about food, loved food, hated food, hated myself. I would shove more food into my belly than I would’ve thought was humanly possible.

What I call my first official binge happened in the ninth grade. More 

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“I’m 72 and binge eat. Is there hope for me?”

Is time "running out" on your recovery? No! (via flickr: gingertammycat)

I read a new comment this morning that really left me awash in emotion. It was from 72-year-old Carol, and it made me feel sad, hopeful, and grateful all at the same time. Take a read:

I am 72 years old and just realized that I have had an ED all of my life. It started when I was 12 and went on a diet and lost 20 lbs. I married at 18 and always felt my husband did not love me. I started binge eating when I was alone. I have done it occasionaly thru the years. After some years of lots of stress I started binge eating in the last 4 years and it is getting worse. I really feel sick and miserable afterwards and for a couple of days. It finally dawned on me that I have an ED and don’t know what to do about it. I have been a yoyo dieter all of my life. I really don’t know how to eat normal. Is there any hope for me?? More 

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Today is a Big Day for Me!

I am so incredibly excited to announce that—holy cow, somebody pinch me—my book hits shelves TODAY!

I feel a little dizzy.

Food: The Good Girl’s Drug is the culmination of what’s truly been a major life goal for me: To use my story of getting sane about food and recovering from binge eating to help as many other girls and women out there as possible. Starting HealthyGirl.org was an important step, but I can’t explain everything I’ve learned—or help as many people as I’d like to—in a blog post. More 

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